talking to the little few punk asses from st hilda's make me feel old.
i miss those days, the carefree days of yesteryears which seem like yesterday.


some bugger is sure to laugh at this.




"when everything seems to be flashing by, know that you'll always have your best buddies standing by with you through it all."


"put your heart in everything you do, be the best you can be. Realise that there are things outside our control but how we react / respond is within our control. The star in you has already started shining, maintain the flame and let it shine permanently."

just came by this comment once again from my previous post, a facilitator/teacher of mine wrote this to me. well, i can feel she has great faith in me in becoming a great outdoor leader, and i hope i meet up to my own expectations. i still have plenty loads, serious loads kinda loads to learn.
I like to dream really big i admit, but I falter easily too, lets hope i would have the will to go through it all.
i don't believe in religions and such to help me, i believe in just me, me making it all happen for myself to make things happen for others. To just have faith in myself and those who help me grow. Comprende??
hahaha.

Nicole says:
*Im just confused ! tats all !
*...-.-
*is not blur !
*is take a long time to understand !lols!
false pretense and an absent heart. says:
*W-O-L-S
Nicole says:
*?
*thats not even eng !
false pretense and an absent heart. says:
*spell backwards bodoh
Nicole says:
*LOL!
*SLOW !
*IDIOT!


the above conversation just happened between nicole.
epic.

NicoleTan = W-O-L-S
=DDD

FUCK YEAHHH..
new modem, faster speed.BUT, a faulty laptop..
fuckin' acer shit..zzzz..oh well, i gonna call them up and fug them upside down left and right and make them come my place to collect my laptop or repair it on the spot.

i don't know what else to say after here.HAHAHA, i'm gonna go do a programme with CC for one day.
once again, gotta read read read and pray to do a couple more camps before school starts, which would mean meeting new people, learning new stuff and $KA-CHING$..
win-win~



like a symphony of broken hearts.
and a bunch of killer farts~
HAHAHAHAHA, ok like wtf.

omg!! i'm so deprived of the internet :(((((
my life is in chaos!! haha..
that aside, i think these few days are crazy.. Saturday, swimming at pool. Sunday, Sentosa session. Monday, Life Saving 1, 2, 3. Tuesday, kayaking star 2 day 1..
I think I'm gonna be isabel's SUPER blackie already uh..

i'm tired tired tired, but still alright i guess.. so much to do in so little time..
oh well..

fwaaaahhh..stupid modem, keeps coming on and off. I can't wait for 24th and there'll be a new one coming in.
PROPER INTERNET USAGE. I swear technology is like girls, they're so bloody temperamental.

I need a haircut, i'm tempted to cut botak, like how i did in sec3 cus kena caught for having "long" hair..i'll see when i'm free and i'll go get one.

OHHHHH..i've settled on the watch i want :))))))))))))))))))))
the price is not bad as well..haha..
damn, i so wanna do one more camp first before everything starts, april is approaching which means school is here. I'm burned out for march so i can't do anymore camps.
I think is is weird, i dread packing for the camp but i wanna go for the camp and i drag.
shiat..well well well..
i've always been queer. cheerios~

fuck, i waited for the motherfucking 161 for one bloody fucking hour at woodlands interchange la.. in my fucking sweater and its so fucking hot..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

ah that aside, i'm happy things in the FOP committee are quite moving on and we're seeing shape coming out..though we still might have a couple of glitches here and there i believe its gonna be ok. So next thing up is my bloody FOP, i gotta read up on facilitation..help help help and even more help..god dammit..

ah i chanced upon this phrase, "Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met." Sounds nice, though emo..
well well.

p.s. 3F peeps who come here and read, i'm not that "holy"..i show one face in camp, and well..by nature i curse and swear alot and i'm not really a good boy..HAHAHA..i mean seriously, so pardon me for the fucks, and the other cursing and swearing and the middle fingers and such.

ciaozxzxzx..ah shucks, i really gotta read up..


great guy Clemence, met him doing St Hilda's camp.
sad to say he's leaving the world of camps to take up a HR job.
shucks.

me thinks vinise wanna date tim,
few in 3F knows!!

SPREAD THE WORD

p.s. i need a phucking escape :(

whoo boy..back from Fernvale Primary camp..first time doing a primary school camp..
well, wasn't so good at the start but gradually got the hang of it..
FOR A START, the kids called me small eyes, THEN, they called me uncle alex, THEN, they called me korkor alex, THEN i was promoted to being called ah gong or ah gong alex.
kids...gee, but a fun bunch i'd say..
I like their school vision - Dare to Aspire, Courage to Excel..

definitely a first of first experience here, many more to come..
great camp nonetheless..
i saw my calendar schedule and i'm so fucked for FYP, i haven't read up on anything.
this is called procrastination, shit siol :((((((
gaaaahhh, i'm so tired and everything..it seems like i hardly have time for myself anymore..
everything i do seems to be because i have to do it instead of because i want to do it.
not saying there aren't things that i like to do, i love doing camps and hanging out with my friends..
oh well, when you're young you wish you'd grow up faster. Now at this age, i wish i could turn time back.

shucks, listen to me whine on and on.

Let me light up the sky, light it up for you. Let me tell you why i would di e for you.
-Light up the sky, Yellowcard.

eh cheryl, if you happen to read this..i have writers' block..
HAHAHAA..so no stories :(((
another time perhaps...

Camp Syndrome:

Because you're given this particular team for the camp, you have no choice but to work with that team, thus you stay bonded as the team.
So for the duration of the camp, you perform tasks together, overcoming challenges together, bonding together as a team.
However, when camp is over, the choice is given back to you to be with a group that you feel you would work with best once again. You throw away your acceptance of the others' flaws, and form cliques once again.
You forget those that you worked with once before, and drift apart.

However, that would not always be the case. I can only say it's only up to you as a group to decide how you want things to turn out.


"Sure enough all good things must come to an end, but the end is decided by yourself."

The bestest of the best friends one could ever have.
Sec1~now and going on.





"The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart." ~Elisabeth Foley

"It is by chance we met, by choice we became friends, and on our own, best friends for life."

back from St Hilda's camp already..it's been the best group by far out of the 3 camps i've been in as a Group Instructor..

tired but, well great group so in a way they got me going. screw ups here and there in camp, but managed to tide through.
I feel sad for the kids who didn't have complete fun, bloody weather to blame and some other stuff.

went out my 3 bestest friends from secondary school today. been long since we last went out as a group.
treated them dinner at fisherman's wharf, hang around some more, bought a book, hang around some more and.....went home..

P.S. anyone from 3F group 17, if you happen to read this, remember what i said to you in our last debrief and share with your classmates. For 3F, remember what Clemence and I shared with you all, its up to you all to make it happen. Good luck in all!

it just kinda dawned on me that i might not be spending '09 Christmas and the welcoming of the new year in Singapore. Because of my overseas attachment.

gee.

this quote has a hold on me,
by Henry Ford,

“Coming together is a beginning. Keeping together is progress. Working together is success.”

its pretty true, guess its gonna be a personal favorite of mine when doing team building stuff.
=DD

Random post alert.




I really dig Nat Geo a lot, work for them in future maybe.^^
I have no idea weather I'm an outdoor pursuits guy or an outdoor education guy, maybe a little bit of both? This camp stuff seems tough work, but i'll pull through, if my body allows.
haaaa...




This is a shot from OFS camp A, pretty pretty campfire.
Memories, though not really THAT good but still memories i guess. Was the first time i was a group instructor, and apparently i wasn't too good for some people who seems to fail to be there when i perform and only appear when i'm not at standard.




Here is a shot of the setting sun along some expressway(i can't remember).



Well, i'm gonna be off to camp in a couple of days time and gonna be away for another 4 days. tired tired tired? Gonna meet new kids again, Leadership Camp for St Hilda's Secondary.
Have fun alex!!


gee, i can't forget your goofiness all of a sudden.