oh never mind.
i always tell my friends we rarely argue,
but when we do it gets real big.
its getting outta hand.
since then we've decided, to each his/her own then.
we could never click. not now at least.

don't just simple assume nothing's going on me when you don't know anything.
just like how you accused me of flirting with your friend(or something like that) just because i added her on friendster.
i fucking hate it when i get accused of something that is not true.
i know you wanna get over me, then go ahead. get over me.
think of me as the heartless one, think that nothing ran through my mind on the 23rd, think that i'm not feeling crappy.
you're the one so eager to move on, go ahead. be my fucking guest.
you hardly know anything about my life, you don't even want in. don't say you do cus you very obviously don't.
go right ahead.

"put your heart in everything you do, be the best you can be. Realise that there are things outside our control but how we react / respond is within our control. The star in you has already started shining, maintain the flame and let it shine permanently."

=DDDD

if chocolates could mend broken hearts,
sorry(s) could mend broken words &
we have no fears.

wouldn't it be better?


i miss these escapades that were once mine,
the quiet moments where one could just sit down and listen to the wind blow.






happy times.

shucks, gave school a miss today...
damn tired no idea why, gotta tune my body to have less sleep.

Joined the gang to go climb at Yishun Safra in the evening.
not bad climb i'd say, but once again, climbing isn't top on my agenda.
so well, was okok i guess.
so now my palms smarting a little but still ok.
and well, just when i need to save, the need to spend keeps coming up..
fugggg :(

oh yeah, i'm working for CampChallenge, i think.
HAAA!!
first assignment's 29th of Jan, with NYP kids.
Well well, we'll see how it goes.

cheerios~

fuggggg uhhhh..
i feel so distant from myself, getting so caught up with everything that's going on around...

i need some quiet time, i know a quiet place but its far away.
shucks.
Its not what others expect of me rather what i expect from myself.
cliche~
hahahahahhaha..ah damn.

gimme a break bitch ass probation.
=((((

remember this little red words?
read it,
from this moment onwards.
you and i are through.
i don't care about you, you don't care about me.
even if i die, don't fucking come to my funeral,
if i get married, you're not invited.
if i'm famous, you'll be a nobody to me.
you're just a passing chapter that has come to an end.
you shouldn't even be reading is cus you never existed.

WHOOOOOOBOYYYYY..
fyp team is fucked..kinda..more or less..
no idea..

anyways, got posted to Outward Bound Hong Kong...
not want i wanted...BUT, like i've said in my interview, there's always a learning aspect in every point. i'm still happy nonetheless, and well..
gotta save up!!

i'm experiencing burnout..fug =(((((

Shit, blogger si bei irritating..
or is it just me that's sleepyy..hahha...

fuck fuck fuck fuck,
i just feel like quitting school and running off to join OBS after something just happened.
oh mee gawd..think i'll head home early tomorrow since the others are training with the trekking team...kinda lazy..
no idea..see how in the morning..

i wouldn't wanna debate on further on our dream professionalism lest it ends up in another epic battle.
its not worth it.

in fact, I think i've decided to drop what i've been holding on.

So far so good for everything I'd say...
took part in the recent 2009 Climb.Max, my team clinched a strong 2nd place..yeaaaaa, we're climbers...not...HAAAA..
the only reason why we got second this time round was because there was only 3 teams that took part in the team climbing category. Wasn't like the last time i guess cus its on different days and everyone's too busy with their own stuff...

well, this week has been a packed one for me. shucks, i've been so caught up with school stuff and such. haven't been meeting up with my buddies for sometime. damn.

the next great thing that's happened, well, is the interview that went on today. I'm pretty sure it went on well, though it sounds really shit job but hell yeah, i'm ready for it. Sure saying that i can do it i can do it is easy, doing it would be another different thing. I gotta control emotions, prioritize activities, and plenty to go along with that. Its gonna be a whole new thing.
To take things to a higher level and to challenge myself.
I never was scared to dream big, was only afraid of the fall. But with every fall, i'll learn from my mistakes. Oh well, wish me luck~
I'll need all the help i can get.




Reach high for the skies and the stars shall be yours.
shan't get my hopes too high then.

shucks, i'm darn sleepy these days...
and that isn't good for those who are around me, i snapped once 2 days ago already..

so Open House is in session currently, i dropped by to help out...and the grand finale was to talk to Lee Hsien Loong's brother who is the Board of Governor or something like that...
It went well i suppose, got quite a number of people to look through our booth though it still seemed quiet as compared to the other SHL booths.
Next day would be on the Saturday...hope it goes well~

overseas attachment interview coming up on friday..I'm not really nervous about it, curbed the habit of getting nervous, now i know, slow and easy and calm gets it all done.

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
i can't think of anything to blog about except that i've been hanging out with my coursemates and feeling damn sleeping..
hahahahahahha..shucks...

you can't do it alone.

wowwwww...
i cannot believe what i was doing when 2009 kicked in...wowww...

i was.......sleeping...
i only woke up at 1am...to welcome the new year...and an empty stomach...
HAHAHAHHAHA..

shit, then i didn't sleep at all,
shucks..then i went to meet yanni at yishun for breakfast.
my first breakfast of 2009!!

damn, she's a crazy girl when she's low on sleep, seems like she was drunk or high on something...
after which, headed home respectively...and i went to meet gerri for dinner.
great start to the new year, OAL friends.
i miss my buddyboys though, Alvin, Yide & Kangwei..i'm gonna set aside 1-2 days a week to meet them riaos!! could never let friends like them go.

gonna go slack...who wants pictures of crazy yanni in the morning with the lack of sleep(pm me on msn)....HAHAHAHHA, i'm so dead..

my new year resolution: Strive hard in what i'm studying now & go adventure crazy :)))